memoirs of a winter gone by...

hiiii....
looooooonnnnggg tym...
i wrote smthng..:)
so wassup???
evrythng will b alryt...i hope..:)
n if dey are not den...its a learning period!;)
so m a ltl clueless abt wat to wryt here...
huh...
so...:)
d winters are setting in slowly n steadily...
n d nip in d air is extending its reach...
evry1 has fond memories of winters...
me too have sm bautiful 1s...
bt d 1 dat i profoundly remember is wid HER...
(now u guys actually knw hw she IS!;))
WE left college...on a winter evening...
i dnt remember wat was d day n date...
bt wat i remember was dat SHE was luking stunning dat day...
so we left college...
for d sake of travelling togdr...
we tuk a connecting bus...
(we live in opposite directions mind u!)
bt as d fate wud have dat bus went to take d gas...
frm d pump!(guys had a DTC bus paas...
so it wasnt a prob excpt for d tym restraint...;))
d dark was setting in...
n d chain of d jackets were climbing...;)
v vr left stranded on dat bus stop..
den instead ofwaiting for anoder bus..
v decided to walk...
d stars were dere to illuminate our path...
wintry winds encouraging US to cm closer...
bt alas...it was not wat we cud hv done...;)
we walked hand in hand...
"(n i can still feel HERcold hands in mine;))
den we saw a chai wala - roadside one....
i offered her for a chai date...
n in her trade mark ishtyle she sed "okkkkkie!!!":)
(wid hands in d jeans pocket n shoulders a little raised!!!;))
we stood near d chaiwala...told him to make two chais for us...
wid all d aroma of elaichi adrak n long...
it was a moment to freeze in time...:)
dere were ppl nearby having bonfire...
n she was luking at d fire...
n i saw HER...n....................
n............i guess i saw 4d 1st tym fire from...
outside combining wid d fire of her soul inside her..
lytng my life...with LIGHT...vch may b best described as....DIVINE
may be SUPERNATURAL....may be THE LIGHT OF LOVE...
sm moments do make u think dat wat is lyf all abt..
den dat was one for me...
wat do u need to b happy in lyf...
kabhi aisa nahi hoga ki ek darwaza khulega aur aapka jeevan khushiyo se bhar jaayega....har ek pal ko jeena jo jaanta hai...
wahi is zindagi ko sahi mayno mein jee sakta hai!:)
kya baat hai....!!!
dat was sm gyaan!
arrey haan...uske baad...
i picked a FAN frm dat chaiwala PETY....
(dat wooden box used to carry fruits...
it was radr a store for eatables in dat stall!!!);)
n gave 1 to her...:)
n she cudnt manage a chai n a fan...:)
n d innocence of her btfl smile gvng me da fan back...
is smthng dat can b only compared to a new born babyz
eyes luking at u...widout any wasted emotions bt jst wid love..
pure n serene!!!:)
on dis btfl note...
m signing off...
enjoy d winters...
n make dis lyftym a bouquet of memories of simple happy moments..
spent wid ur loved ones!
love...
takecare!
VISHAL

from HER

hey..

hello people...so i am the HER......

vishal is a little busy,so i am here filling in for him...20 days no blog!phew! poor chap! ;)normally he would have told you some religious story related to the festival ;)but i am more interested in the celebration part! with the bright lights and your family around, well yes all that makes diwali special...

so....he already wanted me to write something, but i dunno what...:)so lemme just start on my own....

hi...i am vishal's friend...a good friend you can say...well i believe friendship is the basic strength in all human relations...

we chat a lot..lotttt....n lotttttttttt :)yup we are both very adamant on issues,and it keeps the fuel burning ;)and if you have met vishal, then you already know him...kitnaaa bolta hai! and i am a little less than him...in all means....i mean "i am more human than him in making mistakes and goofing up things......but he is more humane than me,in having a heart so big that i still can't figure out its dimensions.."

alrighty then...

for the present i shall leave you..to come back and read stuff from the guy himself ;)

hope you guys have a great diwali...and may the celebrations continue in your life....with love and wishes from me and vishal...

see ya later ;)

have a blast! ;)

THE GIFT!!!

hmmm....

hi!i am back....

lyfz is lyf...n will alwz b jst like dat...

its more of a roller coaster...

u go down jst to go up on full throttle agn...:)

m back...n as dey say wid a BANG!:)

this post is jst to announce that m gtng back to my...

usual "EXPRESSION OF HAPPYNESS"....

kinda ways...:)

the festive seasoon is jst around n i can smell d celebrations...

n d fervour f lyf brimming wid +ve vibes around...:)

its great...

u can often hear ppl sayng....

"yar!ab festivals mein 'WOH' maza nahi aata..."

i jst feel a ltl pity on those ppl....

coz dey cant see d ever changng universe...

n d butyful thngs dat comes along wid dem...

sm1 told me smthng vch was a lesson f lyf in itself...

SHE sed in a simple non-chalant way...

like its anoder1 f HER useless gossips...

bt dat stuck a chord deep inside...

SHE sed...."JO HAI ABHI HAI!!!"

my god!i was bowled over.....

dat very sentence had d depth of enlightenment in its womb...:)

jst luk at this way...

watevr u are....watevr u ever wants to be....

e1 watevr u were....u vr alwz in d 'NOW'...

n i guess dats y its aptly called "THE PRESENT"!!!

howzdat!!!

may b too mch f gyan....

bt its so simple...

like she sed.......:)

okkkie...all d ppl wanna knw HER...

i will ask her to do a post for me....:)

n may b she will oblige....

(thodi crackpot hai par maan hi jayegi...i guess!!!)

so its dussehra tym....

lets pray dat the real gudness...

beheads d demon of terrorism n insecurty...

AMEN!

love....with warm wishes...

VISHAL

sm1 going away....

huh...
disz pain...
pain f losing sm1 whom i loved like anythng...
whoz smile made ne laugh n whoz voice made me smile...
shez going...may b nvr to cm back agn...
atlst nt to b wid me agn...
its amazing hw sm ppl hold so mch power over u...
n hw easily dey can make u feel truly miserable...
n d more dstrbng thngz dat u cant e1 blame dem for it...
i dnt knw wat it is...
bt its smthng f a loss vch wl take tym...
to get btr....it cant get healed wholely...
y do ppl v love so mch hv to leave us...
y do dey den cm into our lives e1...
y do dey make unsed promises...
or radr v assume it dat way...
m devastated!!!
may nt b able to wryt for smtm...
pray for my peace if u can....
wid a broken heart...
VISHAL!

lost love....

note:-wine is d symbol of love.

QUEST OF LOST LOVE
i am going to die

o my killer!

just put in front of me a bowl of wine

so i can die with utmost fine

so what if my whole body is ruined

so what if my soul is also fumed

with tattered eyes and broken spine

with destiny reduced to broken lines

so what,if the fingers are lifeless be

just please,do as i say and see

with choked throat and tattered pulp

being in a condition unable to gulp

limitless pain is my ultimate attire

but some mercy i too desire

i am laying inert and dead

but before going to death bed

o my killer!just put elixir pot in front of me

so that wid my dimming eyes i can see

the life of death in depths of wine

so that i can devour it with my eyes

n my heart can shine

the last wish of mine,please dont annoy

LET ME CELEBRATE MY DEATH WITH HAPPINESS AND JOY!!!

vishal

jai mata di....

hmmm...
so navratri jst round d corner....
if i post dis1 on dat...
sm ppl will agn say dat its a bhakti sagar kinda stf...
bt i dnt mind:P
so...
navratri means literally means nine nights...
its celebrated all over india...n in dfrnt forms..
ppl observe fasts,n only have 1 meal a day...
bt sm ppl observe fasts in wat i call in a slow lane...;)
i mn..wid no offence to dem...
dey will start dere 'fast'..or so called fast...
wid a jug of milk n a dozen banana...
in d afternoon...dey will have fryd chips wid gallons of tea...
n den barfi in d evening....n den..after d puja...
dey will go on to have watevr dey legally can...
allo ki sabzi,kuttu ke aate ki puri,pakodi,kheere ka rayta...
sitafal ki sabzi,makhane ki kheer n wat not...
i mn...cmon yar...fasts hai...n u are reqd to....
observe dem wid atlst sm degree of sanctity...
oder wise no use of it...our rishis n upnishads...
hv devised deze thngs..to make sure...
dat d sattva in d lyf gets balanced!!!
(4 sattva gyan chkout sm baba wali site!!!;) )
actually its nthng bt vital lyf force dat...
makes u feel good!:)
anyways i also observe fasts...ya ya ya...
i do...a rock listeng youngster can do dat..:)
no big deal!!!
if dat makes u feel gud...:)
hmmm...
so tym to log off!
i mn sona hai...kal subaha pooja...:)
i jst laaavvvv dat...
chalo ji!!!
love
vishal(JAI MATA DI!!!;))

pichle saat dino mein..;)

hiiii...

so....long tym i wrote smthng...

bt so wat its btr a ltl late dan nvr...

so dis week was damn eventful...

i made my 1st CV....

(vch was quite a surprise dat i actually had smthng to write in it!!!;))

den...dis week i had dis BIG fyt wid HER...(faltu matters altogdr!!!:))

dan i got...involved in couple f college projects...dis week...

under our REVERED teachers...(sach keh raha hu..no pun intended!;))

n i gave my first interview...(it was gr8,aldo d result is still awaited!:))

sm days are...or sm weeks in dis case are more pro active dan oders...

bt still d lazy lamhe days are too mch f dfrnt fun!

h na!!!

lyf m smthngs are important n sm are unimportant...

bt to make those important thngs 'important'...

unimportant thngs becum equally 'important'...

so...actually derez nthng sch as important or unimportant...

hmmm......:)

so howzdat!!!???

i mn a ltl confusing bt actuallly its a gogle f saving....

ur minds frm d scorchng light f situatns...coz den u can maintain peace...

n see thngs as dey are,n not class dem as important or oderwise...:)

so...tym to sign off....

love...

vishal(i guess dis is important!!!;))

exams over....so sad!!!

hurray!!!
exams over...
lyfz so...easy widout dem...
n a ltl boring....:)...actually DAMN boring...
i mn....doing course taught over two mnths in matter f hours...
n whooosh...
suddenly u wake up..n hv nthng to do!
u can stdy if u like...
bt woh mazza nahi aata yaar!!!;)
after exams get ovr u dnt feel like playing...
d sleepiness goes away...
u dnt feel like chatting,blogging n orkutting...
basically sm void is left behind wen exams get over...:)
strange bt damn true...
our lyf has bcmng nthng bt 'PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS'...
(d 'Y' is frm d movy title...damn good movy...a mst watch!!!)
bt does dat pursuit evr gets fulfiild...
dunno abt u,bt mine nvr does...
so i hv learned to make my lyf...radr...wat i call...
'EXPRESSION OF HAPPINESS':)
n datz d way to live dis lyf up!!!
cmon yar...
frm a nice SMS...
lyfz jst like a ciagrette..jal to rahi hai...enjoy kar lo...
ek din khatam to ho hi jaani hai!!!;)
STATUARY WARNING: SUTTEBAAZI is injurious to health...:)
chalo yar...tym to go off...
feeling a ltl heavy now...bt i hv learnd to enjoy dat too..:)
love
vishal
DOSTO MAIN BAITHA...MAIN SUTTA PEE RAHA.......:)

love n exams

hii...

dis1z for the exams dat are cmng up ahd..

n lotsa odr thngs dat happeng around!:)

its a btfl thng wen u luk up in sm1z eyes n wat u c is..

at best...can b described as UNDESCRIBABLE...

i mn watevr u say may nt mean anythng if d luk in ur eyes tells anodr story...

n dere are sm luks in sm1z eyes dat will haunt me for a looooong tym..

if not forevr...

anyways...its all nthng bt d perks n pains f bng in love...:)

arz kiya hai...(haan sach m!sunna to padega!!!;))

"LOVE IS THE CAUSE OF
SUFFERINGS SOLID N STOUT,

N WIDOUT IT PPL WL B SAD 4 NEED OF
THNGS TO GRIEVE ABT"

gud1 na?

original hai!

so...

exams cmng up...

n d normal lyf of masti goes for a toss...huh!

anywz lyf is abt probs n we shud face it a straight bat...

nice to say bt damn hard to do!!!

hmmm.....

anywz...

tym to go...

signing off!!!

may not write dis week!!!

vishal!!!

pray for me!!!exams hai yar!!!;)

kuch nahi!!!

so dis1 m writing...
bt still m not in a mood to do dis....
so its better i dnt write dis1!
sorry folks...
love
vishal!

hmmm....aise hi!

hmmmm....(kinda habbit noW!!!;))

one of my fren says dat

u shud b a film maker or smthng like dat...(i dnt knw if she means it seriously or not!shez a mass comm pass out mind u!:))

so...do v alwz do thngs dat v r meant for...???

dis Qn is a tricky 1 i mst say...

i mn derez so mch talk abt following ur dreams n stf...

n lotsa success stories dat v hear day in and day out...

abt doctors turning painters....MBA grads becmng NGO wrkrs...

n so on...

sm days ago...i read dis wndrful piece f GYAN frm a quote dat...

"90% of d ppl do wat dey are second best at,n d rest are those who RULE the world!!!"

Bt are dere ppl out dere who are ready to take d plunge...

for wat dey call as "HIDDEN TREASURES"(read ALCHEMIST 4 clarifications:P)

i dnt knw abt myself...

n basically dis is d statement which is d catch...

"I DNT KNOW".....huh....

den wherz is d point dat we will gt to knw wat i want in lyf...

or whole f d lyf we shud try myriad thngs jst to know wat we are meant for...

dis z gtng a ltl senty frm my side...:)

anywz...

m planning to gv my directorial venture a shot wid my "WISE ONE" friend n c if...

u guys can c my name in d credits of a movy sm tm soon!;)

DIRECTED,WRITTEN and SCREENPLAY BY

S.VISHAL(mst say it luks good!!!:))

ganesha....

hmmmm....

(datz d best way i cud find to flag off dis1...:))

u knw wat...i wrote smthng,bt wen i was finalising it lyt chali gyi...

n gayi bhains paani mein...:(

it was on a contoversial topic...

bt sorry folks u hv to wait for dat1...

it will b smtm soon...

lets talk abt ganesha chaturthi.....ummm...sounds boring kya???;)

jhel lo yar!:)

(dis is nt d original1,i was xpecting to post...)

so v hv all heard d story of how ganesha was born....

jst a quick recap:-

"Parvati went to bathe...made a body guard outa her "mayel"(hindi m!!!;))

instructions no1 shud cm in...lord shiva comes...ganesha blocks d way...

ganesha beheaded...parvati cms out...cries..wants her son back...

shiva sends for any animal's head(dis pointz controversial!!!)....

nandi cms back wid a elephantz head...ganesha z re born...as GANESHA!!!

n gifted wid a rat as a vehicle...(agn controversial!!!;))"

bt roughly d story is dis...

wen i heard d story it was wierdest as it cud get...

i mn...4a not so religious person like me it was REDICULOUS!!!

bt den i found smthng...dat changd my perceptn...

its actually a symbolic story...:)

n i was blown away wen i knew wat it Is...

Parvati is a symbol of celebration...n wen derez celebration...

derez EGO....d guard ganesha...bt wen lord shiva i.e innocence beheads ego...

great knowledge cms out...d elephant head is nthng bt BIG KNOWLEDGE...

n d knowledge can go anywhr n anyhow...wid hvng a rat as a vehicle!!!

ganesha is a epitome of masti,fun n frolic...

n d best way to worship him is by hvng FUN.... wid d knowledge intact....

so HOWZDAT????

happy ganesha chaturthi....

lotsa love...

n blessings...

of course frm lord ganesha n not me yar!

vishal!!!:)

foody delights....pleeeeeeeeeeeeee

i am jst back hvng a butter chicken...
so why not discuss food today..
i got dis chicken frm a local eat out...(its owned by a punjabi,n dey really luv dere food!!!)
so mom sed dat she was nt in mood to cuk...
so it was my genius idea to hv a butter chicken...
butter chicken is in my point of view 1 f d greatest thngs dat..
india has given to the world!!!
it was presumably according to popular belief was invented
in restaurant called MOTI MAHAL,daryaganj!
(i hv a spl bonding wid dat place wilol tell ya baad mein!!!)
sm weeks ago i guess,i read sm stf in BRUNCh datz d sunday supplement f HT...
dat JIGGS KALRA makes d best butter chicken(he calls dem MALAYI CHOOZE!!!;))
out ofsm big shots chef...datz remarkable...bt considering hez a SURd(read punjabi!!!)
its no big deal dat he topples d likes of neeta mehtas n sanjeev kappoors easily..
cmng back to darya ganj stf...
i am planning 4a lunch wid my GF...
who has recently turnrd non vegeterian...
hope she likes d birth place of BUTTER CHICKEN....
moti mahal...
n den a PAN at prince will b d perfect icing on d cake!
i mn CHICKEN!!!ha ha ha...
dis "prince pan" situated opposite moti mahal
is 1 f d classiest n oldest pan shops..
d cahrm of old delhi...hmmm....
i cant resist!!!
ok now its tym to sign off...
need to brush my teeth...
so dat i can savour d lingering delicacies...
for a loooonger tym...;)
love
vishal!!!(aaaarghoooo.....DAKAAR!!!sorrry folks!!!;)

hmmm....kuch khwaab aise!:)

so....

d first lot of d ppl who read dis blog...

called it crap!

i expected it dat way...

kya farak padta hai wat ppl say abt u...

hum to aise hai bhaiya!

today was a typical college day wid lotsa masti...

bt smtms i feel wat will happen wen dis fairytale gets over...

d sprawling lawns,d canteen nimbupani,d notorious frenz ....

evrythng will change...

salaries will replace pocketmoney,files will replace registers...

and soiled jeans n wornouts will be formals...

huh....sounds damn scary!!!:)

i mn i cant possibly imagine myself doin a nine to five job..

aage jaane ram kya hoga....???

i know its all abt change...

i mn i wudnt hv bn wid d ppl i am wid...

agar i wud nt hv passed out frm s-COOL!!!(sounds nice na???)

n hv lost those frenz...

par kya karein...dis is our manufacturing defect...

god has made us like dis...

i dnt knw whr dis post is heading...

bt ya,sm more flak frm my critics r sure!

i mean i dnt knw whr i wud b sm years down d line...

bt of all thngs dat i will miss...

i s d LOOK in her brown eyes!!!:)

love

vishal!!!

P.S:-for all d critics...plz leave a comment for dis crappy blog!!!(in case u call dis "one"!!!)

heya butyful ppl!

i mn dunno if u find urself btfl or not...

all upto u wese...

h na!!!

i mean d way u luk at it...d way u see,d way

world seems to apear jst like dat!;)

bt still we spend our lives,questiong many "only ifs"...

only if my girlfriend wud hv bn more taller dan it wud hv bn gud..

only if i cud have a btr job den...

only if..i cud hv a six pack abs den....

only if...n den...occupies d best part of our lives!

strange bt TRUE!

jst put down ur glasses of "only if" smday..

n see d world as it is...

n d lyf,d world,d spirit will nvr be d same!:)

"MEASURE OF LYFz ENTHUSIASM,N MEASURE OF SUCCESS IS UR SMILE"

love

vishal(actually my name says.....WISH ALL!!!:))

my first experience!!!

hmmm....
so...dis is my first blog...
n i simply dnt knw wat to put it down here..
i owe dis 1 to one of my friend
who gave me dis inspiration to enter
dis world of majestic mastery of words...
so lemme start wid dis 1...

Lyf takes unexpcted turns,
sm tym it feels gud...
n smtms it burns...
deep inside d fire ignites...
many a yearnings unfulfilled n lost...
bt i dnt miss anythng...
living lyf in reality dan in "almost"...
love is smthng dat goes on n on...
n d heart is d place for feelings sm "still dere"
n sm "gone..."