I AM BACK FROM E-XILE!!!;)

hi lovely ppl!

thanks for waiting so patiently for d bakwas frm my syd...

comp kharab tha got a new one..n m excited abt it..

new comp means new capablities n requirement satisfaction 4new games n softwares...

(aldo i dnt use any complex softwares!;))

hmm...

so the tym gone by widout comp was a ltl...mmm...

indiffrent frm d tym wid d comp...actually!

aldo i misd voicing my thots..bt still it was as gud as anythng!:)

in between wat i wanna inform u ppl is dat my khurafati dimaag

has bn wrkng ovrtym deze days..n d result is dat i hv my hands full wid..

seemeingly simple bt "outta box thinking" projects..

like in sm days tym i will b a proud co-owner of a library...

("co" is zaruri varna partners marenge!;))

a very ingenous thot led me to dis n nw we r luking into a bright unknwn future...

:).....aldo d only thng dat we knw abt d future is dat "its gonna b diffrent!":)

i read a btfl quote dat stated-

"IF U WANNA MAKE GOD LAUGH THAN TELL HIM ABOUT YOUR FUTURE PLANS":)

wese..at the moment my situation z really apt for dat..

recession has created for me a really interesting situation...mm...

bt ya i am equally responsible....:)

A placement is as uncertain as "a penguin residing in south africa at the tym of apartheid";)

MBA is in d offering bt lets c if i make a decision dat way!:)

at d moment m enjoying evrythng dat coming my way...

be it d golden moments spent wid HER..

or e1 simple pleasures sch as colg canteens sumptuous DOSAs...

m game for evry moment spend here n now...

:)...n i guess datz gonna count...n e1 if it doesnt who cares!!!;)

on dis nice little note...i am signing off...

sleep rubbing in my eyes a seductive invitation of a beautiful nightz sleep!:)

chao!

c ya soon...

love...

vishal wishing all!

a walk in heaven wid the angel!!!

heya!!!

long tym i stumbled upon writing smthng on my vry own blog...;)

hmmm...

so the last post was a well recieved one...

so i guess i shud do one more of dat sort on popular demand..;)

hmmm....

so i came back from a romantic outing wid HER..

(was away to dehradun for an EDUCATIONAL TRIP,ppl call it dat,i wndr why!!!!;))

(once agn..shez d heroine of my stories,after all!!!)

so...the trip to dehradun was punctuated wid looooooong n btfl walks wid her...:)

(actually we used to go out in a grp bt used to end up walking jst two of US!!!;))

the walk from KOTHALGATE to DEER PARK....

(dats our base camp to a near by park,whr we used to wrk on d way...)

(d buty of deer park was dat it boasted of both kind of DE'E/A'RS;))

so lemme jst tel u abt one of sch beautiful walks...:)

There were WE holding hand of each other

to shrug of,bouldered n pebbled road's bothers

the star lit sky was there to give us company

the winds wid leaves were playing a grand symphony

she asked me to luk at d constellation up n high

my eyesight z weak,so i cudnt draw shapes in d sky ;)

she gave me her glasses to luk up n see d beauty

i glanced thru dem n gave her eyes back,as my duty:)

luking up in the sky i was holding her frm behind

but the thing that stuck me in the mind

is dat it was SHE who holds me together

who takes care of me as a delicate feather

she is the one who makes my world go round

her company n presence for me is bliss unbound

in the next few steps,the road was up-inclined

n i lukd at her n what i managed to find

was dat she was a little tired n her heartbeats were fast

n in dat instant i realised dat dis moment will not last

i picked her in my arms

n d smile on her face was for ME as ALMS OF ALMS

i walked a few steps,of OUR united existence

but i had to bow down in front of her persistence

she was on her feet once again

she surely felt a little heavy,dat i explain:)

its not her weight bt d road's trajectory;)

but all in all the walk was more dan satisfactory

now wen i luk back at it

evrything seems to b of a perfect fit

her eyes luking up at the night

her smile my reason for delight

the aroma of her flowing hair

me holding myself back was grossly unfair;)

bt still the trip remains a spl memory in my heart

her smile n my beautiful time,nothing can do them apart!!!:)

hmmmm....

so how was dat???

i dunno if u will like it or not...

coz am no mills n boons...nor i intend to b...:P

but its SHE...who makes my dil go MMMmmmm....

:)

signing off....

lotssssss of love

vishal

memoirs of a winter gone by...

hiiii....
looooooonnnnggg tym...
i wrote smthng..:)
so wassup???
evrythng will b alryt...i hope..:)
n if dey are not den...its a learning period!;)
so m a ltl clueless abt wat to wryt here...
huh...
so...:)
d winters are setting in slowly n steadily...
n d nip in d air is extending its reach...
evry1 has fond memories of winters...
me too have sm bautiful 1s...
bt d 1 dat i profoundly remember is wid HER...
(now u guys actually knw hw she IS!;))
WE left college...on a winter evening...
i dnt remember wat was d day n date...
bt wat i remember was dat SHE was luking stunning dat day...
so we left college...
for d sake of travelling togdr...
we tuk a connecting bus...
(we live in opposite directions mind u!)
bt as d fate wud have dat bus went to take d gas...
frm d pump!(guys had a DTC bus paas...
so it wasnt a prob excpt for d tym restraint...;))
d dark was setting in...
n d chain of d jackets were climbing...;)
v vr left stranded on dat bus stop..
den instead ofwaiting for anoder bus..
v decided to walk...
d stars were dere to illuminate our path...
wintry winds encouraging US to cm closer...
bt alas...it was not wat we cud hv done...;)
we walked hand in hand...
"(n i can still feel HERcold hands in mine;))
den we saw a chai wala - roadside one....
i offered her for a chai date...
n in her trade mark ishtyle she sed "okkkkkie!!!":)
(wid hands in d jeans pocket n shoulders a little raised!!!;))
we stood near d chaiwala...told him to make two chais for us...
wid all d aroma of elaichi adrak n long...
it was a moment to freeze in time...:)
dere were ppl nearby having bonfire...
n she was luking at d fire...
n i saw HER...n....................
n............i guess i saw 4d 1st tym fire from...
outside combining wid d fire of her soul inside her..
lytng my life...with LIGHT...vch may b best described as....DIVINE
may be SUPERNATURAL....may be THE LIGHT OF LOVE...
sm moments do make u think dat wat is lyf all abt..
den dat was one for me...
wat do u need to b happy in lyf...
kabhi aisa nahi hoga ki ek darwaza khulega aur aapka jeevan khushiyo se bhar jaayega....har ek pal ko jeena jo jaanta hai...
wahi is zindagi ko sahi mayno mein jee sakta hai!:)
kya baat hai....!!!
dat was sm gyaan!
arrey haan...uske baad...
i picked a FAN frm dat chaiwala PETY....
(dat wooden box used to carry fruits...
it was radr a store for eatables in dat stall!!!);)
n gave 1 to her...:)
n she cudnt manage a chai n a fan...:)
n d innocence of her btfl smile gvng me da fan back...
is smthng dat can b only compared to a new born babyz
eyes luking at u...widout any wasted emotions bt jst wid love..
pure n serene!!!:)
on dis btfl note...
m signing off...
enjoy d winters...
n make dis lyftym a bouquet of memories of simple happy moments..
spent wid ur loved ones!
love...
takecare!
VISHAL

from HER

hey..

hello people...so i am the HER......

vishal is a little busy,so i am here filling in for him...20 days no blog!phew! poor chap! ;)normally he would have told you some religious story related to the festival ;)but i am more interested in the celebration part! with the bright lights and your family around, well yes all that makes diwali special...

so....he already wanted me to write something, but i dunno what...:)so lemme just start on my own....

hi...i am vishal's friend...a good friend you can say...well i believe friendship is the basic strength in all human relations...

we chat a lot..lotttt....n lotttttttttt :)yup we are both very adamant on issues,and it keeps the fuel burning ;)and if you have met vishal, then you already know him...kitnaaa bolta hai! and i am a little less than him...in all means....i mean "i am more human than him in making mistakes and goofing up things......but he is more humane than me,in having a heart so big that i still can't figure out its dimensions.."

alrighty then...

for the present i shall leave you..to come back and read stuff from the guy himself ;)

hope you guys have a great diwali...and may the celebrations continue in your life....with love and wishes from me and vishal...

see ya later ;)

have a blast! ;)

THE GIFT!!!

hmmm....

hi!i am back....

lyfz is lyf...n will alwz b jst like dat...

its more of a roller coaster...

u go down jst to go up on full throttle agn...:)

m back...n as dey say wid a BANG!:)

this post is jst to announce that m gtng back to my...

usual "EXPRESSION OF HAPPYNESS"....

kinda ways...:)

the festive seasoon is jst around n i can smell d celebrations...

n d fervour f lyf brimming wid +ve vibes around...:)

its great...

u can often hear ppl sayng....

"yar!ab festivals mein 'WOH' maza nahi aata..."

i jst feel a ltl pity on those ppl....

coz dey cant see d ever changng universe...

n d butyful thngs dat comes along wid dem...

sm1 told me smthng vch was a lesson f lyf in itself...

SHE sed in a simple non-chalant way...

like its anoder1 f HER useless gossips...

bt dat stuck a chord deep inside...

SHE sed...."JO HAI ABHI HAI!!!"

my god!i was bowled over.....

dat very sentence had d depth of enlightenment in its womb...:)

jst luk at this way...

watevr u are....watevr u ever wants to be....

e1 watevr u were....u vr alwz in d 'NOW'...

n i guess dats y its aptly called "THE PRESENT"!!!

howzdat!!!

may b too mch f gyan....

bt its so simple...

like she sed.......:)

okkkie...all d ppl wanna knw HER...

i will ask her to do a post for me....:)

n may b she will oblige....

(thodi crackpot hai par maan hi jayegi...i guess!!!)

so its dussehra tym....

lets pray dat the real gudness...

beheads d demon of terrorism n insecurty...

AMEN!

love....with warm wishes...

VISHAL

sm1 going away....

huh...
disz pain...
pain f losing sm1 whom i loved like anythng...
whoz smile made ne laugh n whoz voice made me smile...
shez going...may b nvr to cm back agn...
atlst nt to b wid me agn...
its amazing hw sm ppl hold so mch power over u...
n hw easily dey can make u feel truly miserable...
n d more dstrbng thngz dat u cant e1 blame dem for it...
i dnt knw wat it is...
bt its smthng f a loss vch wl take tym...
to get btr....it cant get healed wholely...
y do ppl v love so mch hv to leave us...
y do dey den cm into our lives e1...
y do dey make unsed promises...
or radr v assume it dat way...
m devastated!!!
may nt b able to wryt for smtm...
pray for my peace if u can....
wid a broken heart...
VISHAL!

lost love....

note:-wine is d symbol of love.

QUEST OF LOST LOVE
i am going to die

o my killer!

just put in front of me a bowl of wine

so i can die with utmost fine

so what if my whole body is ruined

so what if my soul is also fumed

with tattered eyes and broken spine

with destiny reduced to broken lines

so what,if the fingers are lifeless be

just please,do as i say and see

with choked throat and tattered pulp

being in a condition unable to gulp

limitless pain is my ultimate attire

but some mercy i too desire

i am laying inert and dead

but before going to death bed

o my killer!just put elixir pot in front of me

so that wid my dimming eyes i can see

the life of death in depths of wine

so that i can devour it with my eyes

n my heart can shine

the last wish of mine,please dont annoy

LET ME CELEBRATE MY DEATH WITH HAPPINESS AND JOY!!!

vishal